Showing posts from July 5, 2014

Suicide DON'TS

By plane, by one's own hand, by cop. Sometimes holding on is not an option for whatever reason. Illness of mind or body. I really GET depression. Swimming in MUD. Wanting it all to just STOP. Been There.

What I don't get & believe me, NO ONE ELSE WHO LOVES YOU EVER WILL, IS,
* Not leaving a note
*Doing it in such a way that loved ones will find you
*Taking others with you. Flying a plane into a building, taking your wife, girlfriend, boyfriend,    husband or God Forbid, your kids with you. Shooting up a school of other peoples kids, as revenge or jealousy. THIS IS ALL ABOUT YOU & no one else, so keep it that way.

I spent time as a teenager, when inappropriately medicated, thinking about my own demise. It was always as a way to STOP the agony of being alive in a 'dead to ME' world, or during premenstrual hell, hanging off the toilet while I puked, cramped & bled until I was anemic. Somehow I managed to hang on, knowing it would end in exactly168 hours. Sev…